Wednesday, 31 December 2008
New year, same You (:
thankyou dear Lord Jesus.for letting innocence on legs walk into my life
when all others walk past.
thank you for her beautiful eyes
that see what even you ignore.
thank you for her ears that listen what otherwise the wind sweeps under the rug,
lips that whisper syrup-laden mumbles the world scrimps on,
and hands made to clasp mine when i drown
in critical spit and guide me out the spot-light glare of the dreaded expectant.
thank you for her naivety,
for letting her believe there was something lovelie in me when there wasn't
holding onto me and never let me go.
thankyou for her unyielding faith in me.
i didnt deserve any but she showered it on me anyways.
so for all you've failed to answer i give thank for this:
for giving me a reason to pray at night before sweet slumber,
a reason to be better than what i am and ever will be.
Dear, words wldnt be my choice of medium if thr was any other stronger,
but its all ive got. So thankyou, for loving this weeping wreck when no other will.
this wreck will never forsake u even if you wanted to,
this wreck will love you, and
this wreck will embrace 09 with love-inspired confidence
And spend it with you.
11:49 pm
Wednesday, 26 November 2008
No time, no time.
Went out with long lost friends Haoxun, Alicia and Beitris!We roamed endlessly round orchard with beitris getting bored and chatting up a cute counter boy at cineleisure. Lol! Anw we decided to go kbox:D
me, haoxun, beitris, alicia :D
haoxun's idea. LOL jk la
JUMPSHOTS :D
Go, go Power Rangers!!!
We sang/crapped/ate nuts/jumped till 8 and decided we needded food so off we went to nydc for dinner!! :D
Beitris' twin behind haha!
In all it was a gr8 day spent and altho I was dead shagged when i arrived home, Im glad I met them agn. Hope to meet up soon k? :D:D
OHH went shopping wif christen today!! Was his free fashion consultant for the day coz chu(aka Po) threatened me. As always. Haha.
Chris' foot in smth ex lol.
I BOUGHT THIS WOOOOTS!!:DReally need to get some slp now haven't been slping well ever since after as. lol dat sounds weird. Anw hope you're well there and do rmb to takkair of that nasty flu k dear? Love you :)
11:25 pm
Tuesday, 25 November 2008
I left it at changi.
Have a safe journey, enjoy urself and keep warm. dun let ur cold relapse k? I love you (:9:24 am
Monday, 24 November 2008
Sentosa!
Visited sentosa with mong a couple of days back:D
Met at harbourfront :D
She was hungry
So we pigged-out! :)
she was thirsty,
thirsty.
Ok she was very thirsty..
Sentosa!
failed jumping shots lol
Its a mermaid!!!
and a dead fish...
muah-chification of mong. lol.
she loved it so much.. she didn't wanna leave T.T
Yesterday's light shopping :)
I really enjoyed myself these few days dear. Cant imagine the whole month w/o you in like 2 days from now. You'll bring my heart along with you i guess. Anw enjoy urself in Shanghai k? Just don't forget to come back. to me. lol..
Labels: i'll miss you
2:37 am
Saturday, 22 November 2008
RUSHED
It was hell'o a few days.Watched Quantum of solace, had pigging-out sessions at lerk thai(din noe the set lunch was so economical thr!), went out with chu2 to haf thai express and went to HER place for crapping. Among other things I sent off a gd fren a couple of days back. Din wanna show it but really was quite emotional. Din really haf a fren in class I felt so at ease ard with, not having to secondguess wad hes scheming behind ur back, and most imptly, if its against you. Gets tiring after some time so u'ld appreciate one who doesn't very much. Really looking forward to meeting him in China in a few weeks time:D
Talking abt sending frens off it seems to be a trend every graduation yr, be it for long or juz periods. Bid chu(aka Po) gdbye a wk back, the night before she left. Hope she comes back in one piece or I'ld haf to find a new best fren. Or a new tubbymate. So mafan...
Anw its been a hectic few days after As with catching up stuff lidat, esp prom prac and getting to know the band. Really nice ppl, talented as well. Makes me feel inferior lol.. Hope it'll be a big success and help em out and most imptly, i wun screw up on d-day><
Kinda spaced out after realisation of no-books-for-the-nxt-2-yrs kicked in, had a lotta time to run thru some stuff inside. See things in a very different light now, like the scrutiny on books under the microscope seem so ridiculous when looking back a couple'a wks. I've learnt how to cherish wads infront, and acknowledge, not ignore, wads around. Sometimes ppl wonder whr'd they folly lie and fault others for being critical, but i realised self- reflection comes less forcefully compared to self denial. -.-Haha juz a reminder to all out thr.
In short the hols seem to be stuck in squelching mud and paced vv slowly. Or it cld juz be me enjoying it a lil too much. Late now gta slp and looking forward to sentosa tml:D:D NITE
2:25 am
Tuesday, 11 November 2008
a wee bit to go.
A's are ALMOST over:D:D:D Not relieved though. Dno how the preceeding batches stand the 4month wait. Could lead one too new horizons and exciting new peaks to climb, or could ditch u into an abyss of despair. So scary. Anw gna slp now. Slpt too lil the past half-month.Labels: i enjoyed myself today dear.
4:22 pm
Wednesday, 8 October 2008
Its been awhile.
Today was a good day:DClass was almost two-thirds present and everyone was in a crappy mood(think they all cao mugging last night. Closet muggers..) but all were high because of it. So we plaaaaaaayed cards. lol.
Then it was lunch with my darlings, except sylvia(as in she was thr, but shes not my darling HAHAHAH). Haven't had the chance to talk to them in awhile and it felt great to juz chat over lunch, especially amidst these trying times. Andre's still as handsy ard louis and me, louis' equally horny, sylvia put on weight(you told me one ar) and Brandon... Well, hes still into killing conversations.
And I had a bad scare from mong 2dae. She msged me in the midst of lunch "I failed econs." I freaked and really wanted to make sure she was okay, so i asked her down to white sands. And when she finally arrived...
Me: "Huh what happened I thought you were confident for it?"
Mong: " I did badly for my case studies la."
Me: "Huh so how u really fail?"
Mong: "No la I got E. I failed myself lorr."
-.-
Anw you did great for promos and im proud of you dear. :D Yupp ok back to chem now.
