I love mentos:D


Friday, 29 June 2007

Laalala.

It was supposed to a kbox outing but it din work out. So off I went to the Hippo's place!(:

Su and Karthik joined us after lunch and we had the crappiest time prank msging Rick and watching sadistic vids on Youtube:D:D Lols then along came Chris and we had some Bridge fun! I swear having Shawn as a partner is not a sign of a gd game-.- But it was fun poking fun at the runaway safari attraction and his new imaginary gf wanTING lolololols. Den it was NBA Allstars on the gd o ps2 and as usual Karthik the dishonourable started owning noobs for cheap thrills lols.

(Deleted 2 emoloaded paras) Im disturbed by unexplainable behaviours of someone and i dno wad to do. Wadevr.

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Thursday, 28 June 2007

An outing we will go.

Funny how u sign into blogger and have nth to post.

Anw had the best class outing with s206 today! It was the smallest grouped outing we had but the most enjoyable:D:D Waiting for them to finish their mt paper was an eternity but we crapped a whole load in ws macs and it was all worth it when the class was so bonded. sobsob feel so proud.. -.-HAHAHA.

TRANSFORMERS WAS AWESOME. I was half expecting some mindless metal crunching cartoon but it was just cool man. The story was as solid as the graphics and the autobots were dropdead funny la lols. And the female newcomer is HOT. hothothothothot. The first thing all 7 of us left the theatre asking the same qns "Who's dat actress ar?"

Then off we went chionging lan! Confession: I've nv played/touched/seen dota bef 2dae. But it was gr8 la. Even got to frag karthik the noob ponner:D:D but all thx to Su the milky boy for being such a pro dotaer and coach. Medusa sucks and Bloodseeker and pandaboy's the way to go for all noob dotaers lols. Think dota's the way to go for future class outings WOOHOOO.

Got Shawn to come see my hse and had a gd chat with him. Realised how much uncertainties i havent tied up. Really fearful it'll bring me down. He's evil and he knows wad hes doing. He's ruining my life and thrs simply nth i can do. I prayed he nv has to cross my path agn a few months ago but hes back. What is God trying to do/say. Tell me. Help me.

Oh met Peishi on the train today and caught her staring into space like the blur queen she is HAHAH. Anw hope all things go well and may midyrs be a breeze for u k?:D:D And all the best to Shawn the hippo, his KI weirdos and the gsc freaks for tml! LOLS.

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8:57 pm

Wednesday, 20 June 2007

SOMEONE SHOOT ME!

Im gna fail midyrs unless im chained to my chair. T.T

Not done with Physics, Maths untouched with MI elearning still not signed in, and finishing Othello would be an added bonus. AND IM STILL ON THE COM. -.- So lets make this short:

Seriously too many distractions so off i went to church to study wif JOANNA! After not seeing her for like the past 3weeks shes still as plump as ever:D:D:D Anw done quite alot and even finished self learning workenergypower BWAHAHA.

Being the bitches dat we are we drifted and starting gossipping endlessly and the endless ranting came pouring out(acty not so much since my bro was ard-.-) and i realised how real my worries were. I used to shove it aside as paranoia but wad she said could be true and it bothers me alot. Really didnt expect the whole heavy-burden-weighing-down-on-ur-chest to be so literal and its crushing me right now. Concentrating's become a challenge and studying is a chore. My mind's blank yet clouded with doubts all at the same time..

Let my focus be on my studies now Lord.

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11:44 pm

Tuesday, 19 June 2007

U know who u are.

U think u know all abt me.

I've been thinking alot and if ur affected by this u shld juz grow up. For wad its worth i had no ill intent and just did wad i needed to do. But obviously u dun seem to be looking at it very maturely judging by ur actions, so just buzz off coz seriously, nobody cares. I treated u as a friend. Apparently u don't.

OK ENF EMO CRAP

Dat was for an airhead and im not gna be bothered by it.

Midyrs are 7days and counting and im not even done wif Physics. Imsoscrewed. Lols but studying is so damn draining work(esp when u havent watched the movies u wan to during the holsT.T). Apart from dat alot of things are starting to bother me lately and im still figuring out why they all happen at the same time(hmm..) But still thkful for alot of things:D esp these wonderful ppl ard me:
JOANNAchua for being thr and giving me all the advice i need.
SYLVIA for cheering me up wif her stupid youtube japanese reality tvshows.
SHAWN for offering advice and mediation when i needed it most.
CHARLOTTE for just being her. LOLS and for making my day when i was down.
BRANDON for being the sf he is and such a friend:D

Sry if i missed ur name but God seems to be telling me im wavering and trials are set before me to show Hes always thr, by giving me frens like these to help me pull thru. So thx for being thr when i needed u and u ppl really made my day:D

Oh THRS A NEW ADDITION TO THE SKIN:D Code bar beneath my board's a CLOCK. Cool right?? http://clocklink.com/

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1:32 pm

Monday, 18 June 2007

Shopping is Therapeutic:D

EC SCREWED MY HAIR.

Im so not leaving my room unless a valid radio-hazard evacuation is issued or smth. -.-

Went SHOPPING. And feel so much btr now. Coz i finally haf decent shirts:D I'ld like to take this chance to thk my Aunt and her mum for losing in mahjong and allowing my mum to sponsor this shopping trip. LOLS.


Here they are:D

Black striped long sleeved shirt:D

White striped long sleeved shirt (and yes its the same 1 in a different color)

And my favourite. GREEN STRIPED POLO TEE! :D

It cost a grand total of 150. Lols wad do expect from topman la. But my mum's winnings are more than dat so its all GUILT FREE:D lols.

Ok gna make this short coz i so shldn't be here. Haven't even touched my phys/maths/lit. Gna flung midyrsT.T lols yupp MUGGING TIME:D

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6:01 pm

Saturday, 16 June 2007

Conclusion? Its just me.

I haven't been updating because nth happy has happened. But i can't not update coz thrs nth gd to write. Right? So here goes.

I raged a cold war with my brother.
Fought with my dad last week.
Then my mum a few days ago.(all of which are settled oredi to be fair)
Got so pissed with myself coz i cant seem to sit down and prepare for mid-yrs.
Felt insecure and so lousy abt rlns for weeks on end and could not feel good abt myself for the past half a month.

So ya. That abt sums up why Roy hasn't been updating this whole week. Oh i forgot to add. I quarelled with a friend over the phone just moments ago and more or less realised i fucked up a gd friendship of over 7 yrs.

What a bummer eh.

11:07 pm

Sunday, 10 June 2007

Last message

Wonder wad dat meant. Juz purely circumstantial or an excuse? Am i playing a role i thought i had but don't? i dno.

Ok. Bro got hospitalised. Some viral infection of the gut thing(not dat the doc was explaining to us in english when she regurgitated the med mumbojumbo). Ya so anw got him to CGH at 12+ and after a series of consultations and admin papercrap he was all ready to meet the real doctor at last. At least dat was wad my dad and i tot. He was put on a drip and wired up to the bed, literally, wif needles and all. Got changed by the nurse(lucky him) and fell aslp. And me and my dad waited.

and waited.

and waited.


and waited.
(An hr later)
The nurse finally came in and said the doc was attending to some emergency stroke patient. And my dad went,"Its ok we can get another doctor." The nurse chuckled, gave him the ur-really-humourous look and said,"Thr's only 1 doc on shift in the whole frigging ward!" Ok she didn't exactly said dat. but she said it so matter-o-factly like we were SO dumb and not even apologetic to make us wait. And is it so common for only 1 doc to be on duty for the entire ward?? Anw we decided to be sympathetic gdhearted samaritans and wait.

and wait.

and wait.


(ok imagine a big void frm here to the end of eternity)

And at 3, a grey silhoutte(i dno if im spelling this right) emerges frm the cramped, dimly-lit aisle, talked to my dad for i swear a mere couple of mins and vanished. So 2-3 hrs of waiting bought us mins of face time wif doc. It looked dumb only after it all happened. Felt so freaking cheated la.

And now my parents are ranting to each other abt how unfilial their children are(me and bro). They talk as if its not worth taking care of us and threatening to do only the bare minimum. Dun say things lidat ok. Keep complaining abt life and crap. Ok wad my bro has done his short tempered behavior and wad-nots not my business, but love is abt unconditional sacrifices, and wad are they doing? I really dno if they feel ashamed having dat convo. Im really angry and accused now la.

And her. Shes perfect. Doing all a regular wadevr ucallit shld be doing, behaving normally. But why is it im feeling like im acting out of boundaries, like im mistaken of my standing in her heart and like some blinded fool acting mr.lover? This is all stupid. Or essential. Self-assurance slowly melts into denial; i cant differentiate which is which. This wud all be unfair and unjustified allegations against her if it were juz my paranoia but i still need to voice it out. before i explode. Love is a shady term undefined to me now when i compare wad im feeling now to wad ppl ard me are exhibiting, especially my parents. i dnodnodno.

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8:37 pm

Friday, 8 June 2007

FAREWELL 06/07 ROCKS:D

FAREWELL TOATALLY ROCKED TODAY OK. I was so hyper running ard playing games and taking photos wif snrs. omg its like the best la:D:D:D

Ok started off the day at 8.30 in sch and left for sheng shiong at 9.15. Just for the record, the food we bought was enf for 3(name of really big guy who muz not be mentioned) s la. -.- ok maybe 2. we didnt buy like for a whole army so ya. I am so mean.. LOLS. Hmm den it was a-lugging-we-will-go back to sch. Oh the four shoppers went to macs for breakfast 1st before heading back. Thats when i discovered how blur Shiling and how horny(but nice. lols..) Izaati was la.What purposely drop wallet to chat gals up la?! Lols Izaati's a notti girl..

Den we had prac. Gloria finally had a pulse and was acty quite nice. YAY:D:D And i got the wadevr tempo crap dat mrYong was talking abt when i got no music backgrd la. omgosh im too gd.HAHA! Last 30mins was spent on Daemon which totally sucked. But it was really coz we were really drained by the intensive Gloria trng so ya. j1s rock(:(:(:(:(:

Ok. Den the fun began. We started off with pass the parcel. Which was like the most fun part of the whole farewell la. know why? Know why?? KNOW WHY??? Coz melwee and ME organised it. HAHAHAH ok nvm. The sense of achievement was so gd when u acty see Canphylia proposing to Kahwee and Shukit doing a pole dance. with melwee as the pole. LOLOLOLOLLSSS. Gotta say shes hit some ass luck la. All possible possibilities all arrow her la. Even the cheesy lines thing(WE WERE EVEN CONTEMPLATING IT THE NIGHT BEFORE AND SHRUGGING IT OFF AS IMPOSSIBLE LA. lolololololololollllllllss). Den it was the long awaited 123-JUMP. Lols gotta admit it was quite well done by wahtat la. Laughed my ass off when i saw Charlotte try to jump from grid to grid la! dat clumsy unglam lil thing lollls.

Andre's faceoff HAHAH!



Den it was back into the lt for the tribute. the 10min plus long slides were really gd lorr. SYLVIA(aka kambing) U ROCK:D:D:D Saw so many smiles and memories made in a short 3months+ with the snrs. Cant imagine they're leaving soon.. AND LEAVING US ALONE LIKE FINALLY. -.-HAHAHAH ok im joking. But almost got emotional when i was in the lt la. The tribute, giving of gifts to zhuen and junwen and the rest of tenors, really duwan them to leave.. :(


Horny socks for junwen! Lols.
Seniors impromptu-ing "We go together"




Hmm it was dinner after dat. AND A WHOLE LOT OF CAMWHORINGGG. Lols took so many photos with so many ppl la. Had so much fun:D:D:D But at least the snrs would leave mjchoir with memories forever frozen in time and it really heartens me alot while taking those shots with all of them. Coz they all have my pretty face in their cams now. HAHAHAHAH:D:D:D And the nxt highlight was the taupoking. Omgosh it was so intense ok. Bodies were flopping onto each other so spontaneously la! Lols see zq flailing ard on the floor was indeed worth the pain stacking hehe(:(:(:(:

Den came 10pm and we all had to leave ):):)):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):): Said our gdbyes and all and when we're abt to leave. ok guess. Dumb security had to give attitude. Lock the damn gate and argue with us la. Thank god Martin confronted him like half-politely(coz he was such a bloody killjoy and doesnt deserve any courtesy in the first place) and got him to open up la. Like wth la. We're trying to like make it the best night for ppl who gave in so much and he gave it such an end. -.-bloody cockup la. Ok nvm. was happy after dat:D

Went home with her. Saw her home. Talked and made things clear. Roy is officially feeling lighthearted for the 1st time in the whole week:D

Blogger juz made me edit my whole post coz exclamation marks are not allowed. -.-

I LOVE MJCHOIR<3

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1:21 am

Thursday, 7 June 2007

Its 12.30 now i have to get my lazy ass to pasir ris mrt station by 8.30 tml morn and im not slping. -.-lols.

Haiya but cant slp la. dats why this entry is here. so appreciate it. READ IT.

Hmm after deciding everything i realised i had to finish more than wrapping the parcel present so off i went to TM shopping!!:D We shopped for some stuff 1st and was expecting it to be rather boring acty. But it proved very much otherwise. lols.. Anw we headed to her hse to do the parcel crap and ended chatting 45mins of every hr lols. But really got to know my fellow HR manager btr and realised we're acty in the same boat. So many insecurities and unassurances. Really felt somewhat glad dat thrs someone who understands exactly wad ur gg through and doesn't flatly deem you desperate.

Ok juz deleted 2 paragraphs worth of crap which i decide to be kept inside till it explodes. And its getting really late. SLEEP IS SO WONDERFUL. lols nites:D

12:31 am

Wednesday, 6 June 2007

Reassurance

Ahh shld have been home like hrs ago. Ok nvm lols.

Today was Yoru day. And we acty sounded decent(:(:(: Altho thr were alot of details pin-pointed and scrutinised and it was rather technical but it was quite fun today lei. didnt feel dready at all. maybe coz mrYong was really making music with us today, as in really enjoying the music and hearing as we made it. Think mrYong likes our batch more lor. LOLSS:D:D:D

And after waiting for all eternity for melwee and jon to be done with chamber, we headed to MOS BURGER FOR LUNCH!!! stuffed myself silly with fries and GLMs:D ohh and the mos fried chicken was so GOOD la! didnt try before last time lor. Ok feel like a sua gu now lols. Must go eat agn soon(:(: Ok so we went shopping and i tot it'll take real long and we settled it in like 30mins. -.-lols. Brandon and i decided to buy the same thing for all the snrs while jon got smth special for the SLs(im not revealing wad it is so dun bother HAHA). Wanted to like get a bib or pacifier for gibson 1 la but cldnt find haiz.. Lols k la not dat bad to cute gibby la.

Oh ya we bumped into allie like twice in parkway like twice la lols. so coincidental. bought some stuff for snrs in minitoons and the 5 of us left for ice cream. Forgot which cafe it is but the ice cream looked so gd la~ and was cheap lor like 5dollars for 3 flavors. but i was too full to eat anth T.Tlols. ok la but it was fun juz sitting ard crapping and luffing at each other, especially charlotte. Lols we keep bullying her la. partly coz shes like the dumbest cutest thing in the universe LOLS. hmm went home after dat.

Today was a hyper day. but really weighed down by worrying behaviours of her frens and herself. I need reassurance. Rather badly acty. Sometimes it feels blissful but its juz been mostly tiring recently. as in its juz really draining to keep assuring myself that im paranoid. Even before slping at night; lying in bed and juz continually telling urself ur thinking too much isnt exactly the best way to get to slp -.-lols.

I have pride. I have an ego. But the distance is just killing me. ever so slowly. Someone slap me please lols.

5:18 pm

Tuesday, 5 June 2007

First post

First of all, i wanna thank my lovely bald CHARLOTTE for this beautiful new bloggggg! :D ok now back to me haha.

Ok momentous occassion. MY FIRST POST(:(:(:(:(: dun really haf a lot to writ acty lols. ok shall go thru my whole day.

Hmm woke up at 7 today only to fall back slping till 8. -.- . Rushed up from bed changed and got my ass out of the hse in a record breaking 5 mins(its an achievement if u haf grass for hair like me ok). Got to ava rm like 8.50 with lovely Vijay nowhr in sight. lols. So we juz sat ard outside snapping pic of baldy and crapping till granny arrived 20 mins ltr.

oh and IM SO HAPPY WIF DAEMON TODAY:D:D:D we sound so gd la wif all the improvements and split notes crapped aside. Also coz everyone was focusing 2dae(finally). Sops still sound "too sweet" tho.lols. Hmm but basses gotta work harder la. Not dat they cant sing la but maybe a lil work on techniques needed? Quite surprised dat jon khoo sounded gd acty didnt expect dat. But so proud of NICKY(aka maxim boy/pai kia). No choir exp still sound gd lei. WA not bad ar~ lols. Go basses go!! :)

Gloria was not bad. i guess. lols. But hell broke loose when we sung yoru-.- the supposedly scary demo kowaii part was aff.al.aeye.tee. FLAT. so disgusting. And we got jon me evan yanxuan for the front part. grand total of 4 hummers. -.- we were as loud as the cockroach we found in the cupboard 2dae la(the one that freaked sylvia out and made her screamandscreamandSCREAM. lols). Was like trying not to crack while pushing the dumb humming out la. But mrYong can hear us ovr other sections. so happy:D

GG TO SHOP FOR FAREWELL GIFTS TML!! buying for Jan and cute lil Gibby. gna get them pacifiers or smth BWAHAHAA lols. cant w8 for choir tml(:(:(: but stupid wahtat juz informed me haf to do games for farewell and mel's sick-.- haiya nvm. still looking forward to it!:D






hope she gets well and all walls fall. really need dat now i think.

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8:01 pm

Sunday, 3 June 2007

TESTING!

Hello I am posting this so that you can see the template. You can delete this later hahaha.
Charlotte rocks your socks. Duh? :) Bye.

10:47 pm