Wednesday, 6 June 2007

Reassurance

Ahh shld have been home like hrs ago. Ok nvm lols.

Today was Yoru day. And we acty sounded decent(:(:(: Altho thr were alot of details pin-pointed and scrutinised and it was rather technical but it was quite fun today lei. didnt feel dready at all. maybe coz mrYong was really making music with us today, as in really enjoying the music and hearing as we made it. Think mrYong likes our batch more lor. LOLSS:D:D:D

And after waiting for all eternity for melwee and jon to be done with chamber, we headed to MOS BURGER FOR LUNCH!!! stuffed myself silly with fries and GLMs:D ohh and the mos fried chicken was so GOOD la! didnt try before last time lor. Ok feel like a sua gu now lols. Must go eat agn soon(:(: Ok so we went shopping and i tot it'll take real long and we settled it in like 30mins. -.-lols. Brandon and i decided to buy the same thing for all the snrs while jon got smth special for the SLs(im not revealing wad it is so dun bother HAHA). Wanted to like get a bib or pacifier for gibson 1 la but cldnt find haiz.. Lols k la not dat bad to cute gibby la.

Oh ya we bumped into allie like twice in parkway like twice la lols. so coincidental. bought some stuff for snrs in minitoons and the 5 of us left for ice cream. Forgot which cafe it is but the ice cream looked so gd la~ and was cheap lor like 5dollars for 3 flavors. but i was too full to eat anth T.Tlols. ok la but it was fun juz sitting ard crapping and luffing at each other, especially charlotte. Lols we keep bullying her la. partly coz shes like the dumbest cutest thing in the universe LOLS. hmm went home after dat.

Today was a hyper day. but really weighed down by worrying behaviours of her frens and herself. I need reassurance. Rather badly acty. Sometimes it feels blissful but its juz been mostly tiring recently. as in its juz really draining to keep assuring myself that im paranoid. Even before slping at night; lying in bed and juz continually telling urself ur thinking too much isnt exactly the best way to get to slp -.-lols.

I have pride. I have an ego. But the distance is just killing me. ever so slowly. Someone slap me please lols.